You watch a movie and you hear the answer that you've been waiting for without knowing it. Without wanting to know it. The reason why you lie to people and enjoy it. The reason why you are managing three different romantic relationships and believing you love every one of them.

"Happiness is only real when shared." 

At that moment, during that simple epiphany, you want to leave, to go on your own, to have a reason to only have people in your life for a short period of time. You now realize that happiness, for you, is in new experiences, shared experiences, intimacy, love. But, everyone knows love fades, the feeling of falling, the newness, the excitement; it fades. That's why you've fallen in love with too many people and you can't hurt them, it wouldn't be fair. You're also selfish and want them to love you and not stop. This is why you need to leave, to be constantly moving, not staying anywhere too long. Distance is important. 

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